>>57211858>You know there are many men who just hire prostitutes to have them talk nice to them and hug themThe sad thing is that there are a lot of prostitutes and adult entertainers that won't even do that shit. If you don't want to cum with them they'll ask why you're so gay, or they'll try to suck infinite money out of you while never giving you what you want. It's crazy.
I stopped using adult entertainment for this purpose (and won't use prostitutes because they're illegal in most of the US) because it was actually difficult to find someone that would give me what I wanted without making me spend an insane amount of money.
Like it's actually cheaper to just cum than it is to get any kind of affection or intimacy (which should also be free but it definitely isn't).
>>57212639How old are you? If you're in your teens or early 20s I get it. When you're young and healthy you get a lot of unwanted attention from people and that feels normal. You still feel like you can kinda take or leave it when it comes to other people. But when you finally get what you want though and you're truly anonymous and you can count on one hand the number of people who would care or notice if you died... that feeling is very scary. It becomes very difficult to avoid thinking about your death and existence daily.