She ruined Nerissa by encouraging her behavior so early on, when she should've given her space to gain streaming experience and find her niche first like a responsible senpai. She'll literally do anything to try and get above her shitty 3.5k CCV and no matter how hard Kiara tries, she'll never grow for she's a leeching, insecure, talentless runt of orange shit with a fanbase that are an utter stain on the vtubing community. That's what hurts the most: a promising member of Advent is now reduced to an excitable fangirl who has to coombait to stay afloat for something that won't even benefit Kiara's growth in any way apart from her fucking ego.