>>57578353I don't fap to any of the girls. It feels too pointless. To me they are my closest friends and girlfriend. I hopelessly gosling for all of the vtubers I watch. I am immensely lonely and unfulfilled in life. I've never had any friends or a girlfriend. People don't like being around me and I am not worthy of love. But vtubers make me feel different. They inspire me. If it weren't for them I would be dead. I am over 30 years old and a hopeless romantic Virginia. The world has no use for me and I have nothing to offer but I still must live. I don't unicorn for every vtuber. Some really are friends to me. But some I simply must unicorn. I avoid all PL and RM info. It would hurt me too much. People who browse this board and pretend to be superior to others i can never understand them but I suppose that's all life. There must always be someone lower than you for you to bully. Well I am that lowest person, and vtubers are my heros.
