Your political ideas you hold so much hollow pride in are just a desperate membership card
to a clique of faceless people on the internet similar to you. You can't really bare to socialize like a healthy human being. You're so socially and perhaps cognitively compromised that you landed at the gas station bathroom of social groups being fringe ideologies. You're not revolting against the subversive roots of society by being obscure and reclusive, you're just locking yourself in your own bubble of mentally deranged insulated discussion on the internet, like some kind of alien trying to mimic something of real "discussions". Your ideas will never come to fruition. There is nothing waiting for you because you clutch onto this hollow identity. You can't recite any theory or books coherently. You're terrified of your opponents like a little stray dog. You've found a very elaborate way to waste your time, just like any other stupid person. It's all a protrusion of some internal disorder no one ever recognized in you because you're repulsive. Eject from your daydreams and actually attempt to have a life, maybe try therapy or something. Sage.
