The reason why I want to rape Shigure Ui is very specific to the circumstances of my teenage years so I don't expect a lot of other anons to agree. Simply put, Shigure Ui reminds me of all the JKs in high school that I wanted to rape. Her interactions with fans via zatsudan and marshmallows have her acting with an aura of smug self-importance and general derision towards her fans who try to elicit a reaction of the typical streamer "affection" from her. This reminds me a lot of the girls back in high school when the popular attractive girls would look at me as if I were some sort of creepy scum. I was, of course, but back then all it took for you to be "creepy" was that you didn't play sports or hung out with the cool kids. She elicits a reaction from me that just wants to pin her down and yell "don't you fucking look down at me you bitch" and have no other way to vent your frustration and anger at her other than restraining her and lifting up her skirt to slide her panties to the side and penetrate her dry vagina. I think this particular form of rape, the one I wish to bring upon Shigure Ui, is a kind of rape that is a response to the perceived derision that she has for me. She thinks I'm a loser who could never even be considered worthy of sharing the same oxygen as her, so I'm going to take away and violate something that's extremely precious to her. When I have Shigure Ui unable to move and futilely resisting my efforts to kiss her neck and force intimacy on her by invading her mouth to map the shape of the insides of her mouth with my tongue, she knows that she is powerless to stop it and she shouldn't have provoked me like that. When I pump my penis into her and she feels that it gradually becomes easier to do so as her vagina reacts to the penetration by lubricating itself, she would recognize that despite all logic, her body is still a slave to its base instincts. It's not dictated by her disgust or absolute contempt towards me, my appearance, and the kind of person that I am. At the end of the day, she is an animal like me, and her animal nature is one that is meant to be used as a fucktoy and filled by my cum.
