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Let's talk for a sec about parasocial relationships
At first I thought that they were just a meme and that I was above them, but suddenly I found myself one day thinking about how fucking nice it would be if I could be friends with my oshi
Since then I have started to feel pretty bad about myself, I'm just a random fan and the only real chance I have to interact with her is sending SC or drawing art, but the initial dopamine rush of getting her acknowledgement has worn off and now I'm just feeling empty inside
I think at this point I should try to quit cold turkey and stop thinking about her, but the perspective of removing her from my life makes me pretty sad
Am I the only one feeling like this in this shithole?
At first I thought that they were just a meme and that I was above them, but suddenly I found myself one day thinking about how fucking nice it would be if I could be friends with my oshi
Since then I have started to feel pretty bad about myself, I'm just a random fan and the only real chance I have to interact with her is sending SC or drawing art, but the initial dopamine rush of getting her acknowledgement has worn off and now I'm just feeling empty inside
I think at this point I should try to quit cold turkey and stop thinking about her, but the perspective of removing her from my life makes me pretty sad
Am I the only one feeling like this in this shithole?
