>>58847159I truly believe I was in love with her. It's a peculiar feeling, having deep affection for someone you barely know. She could have been dishonest about her background or identity, but it didn't matter to me.
Then, some troublemaker found her and things became uncomfortable until she banned him. He proceeded to unleash a tirade on Twitter, 4chan, and everywhere else, acting like the SEAmonkey he was. He forced her into graduation because he repeatedly threatened to expose her personal information. Whether or not he actually possessed it remains uncertain; he simply persisted in making threats.
We had some wonderful conversations on discord, covering a wide range of topics from past experiences to movies and games. She appeared to genuinely like me, and I felt the same way, and everything was going well.
She's undergone a few reincarnations, but she always ends up graduating again. As eerie as it might sound, I still have her as a friend on discord. She's perpetually either offline, invisible, or simply never uses that account anymore. Yet, for the past two years, I've checked daily in the hope that her status might show as 'online,' and maybe I could reach out to see if she's alright.
I've wanted to do this for some time, but the more I contemplate asking about her well-being, the more I fear I might be no better than the groomer at that point.