>>5901772>Why would she care?Because if she YABs herself with the CH authorities, she gets left with 2 options almost inmediately:
>Throw herself back at the mainland to get "re-educated" and save her family from punishment>Bail TFO and ask for refugee status, which she will likely get because "Wolf Warrior" diplomacy doesn't make you look tough, but this means her entire family back in China gets the punishment, and WE KNOW what kind of things might happen to them, the party has no chill.This is the reason why she likely doesn't fully "dip" or buy into several western "free world" concepts she could readily explore at anytime really.
>On one hand she loves zoomer mainstream hyper-freedom and opinions everywhere culture from the west which let's her do and say whatever the fuck she wants with little to no repercussions as long as it is not something "problematic" (fucking bland native EN speakers FFS)>On the other, she strongly supports the state which (most likely) seeks to destroy the previously mentioned and the pillars which made it a thing to begin with because she was taught to believe this side of the world was against her people completely, which she likely noticed already is a big fucking lie, but she refuses to accept the truth, BECAUSE IT WOULD MEAN THEIR SYSTEM IS WRONG and that cannot be according to her basic education.No wonder she's an emotional mess sometimes, she's between the sword and the wall ideologically speaking and cannot take a side without dramatically altering her future life prospects but then again, pretty sure not taking a side is equally worse in her case, all of that contradiction eventually breaks people or she will have to take a side one day and she WILL NOT be ready to do so.
NGL, she wasn't boring tho, just predictable. 
