Back when Sezia left, I was one of the anons who pushed for Himea not leaving with her, at least not immediately.
Maybe I wanted to avoid her the distress of sudden change.
>Let her finish the little projects she is working on right now and support her the best you can.
>Let her have time to prepare to do things in an orderly manner.
>There's no hurry, her fans won't abandon her if she remains just a little bit longer.
How did I not realize that "a little bit longer" would be for 4 months of suffering under Akira and at the end she would still have to go through immense distress when finally deciding to leave?
I was also insecure about how she would hare and manage herself being indie, later on I saw that she was more than capable for the task.
I remember these anons words constantly.
>No, the company will not go down, never. I only want the best for himea and the best for her is to fucking leave rn because after all? akira will put all the pressure on her, if you want her to end with a mental breakdown, then go ahead, make your oshi life miserable telling her to stay there for a fucking year (or even worse, two), but i really love her and i don't want that, last night stories didn't mean anything for you? she's devastated
>imagine calling yourself a "fan" and wishing the person behind the character stay on a company when she will be treated like shit, exploited, manipulated and squeezed to the end, at the worst of all, she will be alone. you really are some piece of shit isn't it? calling yourself "in love with himea" and then telling her to stay until the contract end. She will be mental breaked when the contract end fucking selfish faggot.
And they were 100% right.
I lacked the foresight and decisiveness to encourage her to do what was truly the best for her.
How the fuck can I keep calling myself "her husband" after having allowed her to go through all of this and failing to protect her?
I don't know if I'll get the chance, but I hope one day I can amend my faults...
