>>5978180It doesnt even hurt. It just feels like part of me is gone.
I used to be depressed before, but after I got into vtubers and eventually her I found a new motivation to keep going. Even during pandemic I had positive vibe, found a good job, adopted a stray dog... Its like I have been reborn
News about her graduation hit me, but I stayed positive and kept going... until yesterday.
Then its like I lost interest to everything around me and nothing mattered anymore. I had the same feeling I had 2 years ago where I just barely eat (to the point where I look like an auschwitz survivor), can barely sleep, and basically cant find any motivation to do anything for myself.
