>>59825737Taking breaks it's what is destroying her. When she decided to get her shit together and stop being lazy by creating watson weekend and putting the reservations 5 days before, she was actually doing well, she even said that she had too much free time so maybe she was considering to chaging it to "watson weekday" with 5 streams per week and watson weekly in sunday. But then she went to Japan with Gura, 1 week later vacation with the watson family, then like EVERY SINGLE TIME she got sick, and again her motivation and the routine died because she got used to being lazy. And the problem is that of course is normal for most people to think "you should take a break" NO, THAT'S NOT HOW IT WORKS. Tell a depressed person to take a break and 100% you will activate their desire to kill himself, because they feel useless when they do nothing, but at the same time they cannot return to the work routine because they are depressed. She already managed to get out of the spiral of anxiety and demotivation, but so many things came together that she came back to it, she URGENTLY NEEDS to have a day schedule again. Have in consideration that Ina was still doing things, just not holo related, Ame doesn't have other work outside hololive. She isn't burned from the streams, she is burned from her life, watch her last streams and she's so active, happy and seems that she's having so much fun, the thing is that the thought of clicking the "Go live" button is what pushes her back
