>>6130032494, but it would have been 96 if I didn't end up in a new year party forced into a drinking game by manipulators who feared me taking their control away from their situation.
I drank a lot but while drunk kept control over myself and feigned being drunk to avoid them for the rest of the party...
Is this what life is about?
That was the moment I realized you could feel alone while being surrounded by people.
More than getting the normie achievements I don't want to feel like that again.
Solitude made me happier than being surrounded by those people.