>>62998480Brother, I'm not gonna bash you. In fact, maybe if I had a little less fight in me I would have gone that path myself. But I didn't. I struggled with loneliness and despair for years. I was thinking of letting some steam off with a prostitute, but I never have because of one simple reason.
I knew my future wife is somewhere out there and we will create a family together. And you can't do that with either your dick rotting away or pozzed HIV blood running through your veins. And that hope, that fire kept me alive in the darkest of times.
Yes it's bad. Sex is supposed to be a part, one of the components that make up a relationship. It is supposed to be happening between a man and woman who truly love each other. Not something you can buy or sell.
You are ruining your mind, your body and your soul.
Trust me brother. Falling asleep as she tells you she loves you and waking up to her smiling face saying the same thing again is worth more than every prostitute in the world combined could ever provide for you
Next monday we go to a doc together, maybe we will find out if it's a boy or a girl
