>>63239415Eh. Japanese-style idols are meant to be supported by their fans on the path to to success. If there were no roadblocks on that path, then the fact that they were nominally "supported" by their fans would be utterly worthless because it necessarily means there were no challenges for us to "support" them through. No need for a load-bearing column if there is no load
In Gura's case, the obstacles she faces include entirely internal personality issues which are entirely typical of a cute, talented and good-hearted, yet terminally online, unmotivated, anxiety-ridden, possibly alexithymic/APD/whatever, modernity-ravaged former alcoholic femcel like Gura
This is particularly so in this case, because anybody who sees Gura as their oshi has no excuse not to know of the ghosting precedent she set back in the gremlin days. You were well aware of what you were potentially getting yourself into, or you SHOULD have been. Hell, part of what draws me specifically to her in the first place is the fact that I've been in a similar spot, and wish to see her overcome those struggles as I have - the classic desire to see other people succeed because you see a bit of yourself in them. Faggots may call that projection, but I call it sympathy
None of this means you should keep sending her money for nothing, nor does it mean you can't be disappointed with the fact that she's been failing so badly for so long. At this point yesbud paypigging is as unhelpful as seething like a histrionic woman in the VOD comments section. What it does mean is that you should stop whining over a situation you yourself signed up for, and do what little you can to actually support her where it's apparently needed most (in this case, morally)
If you get sand in your vagina the moment you figure out that "support" means "support" and not "sitting there and waiting to take credit for a group effort despite contributing nothing but pocket change and impotent tranny tears while never doing anything remotely difficult", that doesn't make you a supporter - it makes you a fair-weather friend and a hypocrite