>>64488135no relationship has both parties feeling the same passion for each other 24/7
there are periods you feel less passionate towards your partner, but you still love them
that dip in passion shouldn't mean you love them any less nor should you feel bad about it
this isn't a relationship though, so you can't talk about it with them, but my point is it's pretty normal to taper off a little bit
don't worry about it and just enjoy, when fwmc does something big that sets off your spark you'll be good
another thing as a broad mention, try to not compare yourself to others - im starting to see a few anons feel like they don't contribute enough like others, and i understand because in another fanbase i felt that ssme way, i felt inferior to others always planning shit or doing something, but do not let that impact you
you are the person who knows how much you love fuwamoco, nobody else knows the depths of your love, so stand proud and don't feel like you have to prove yourself, regardless of your contribution you are a beloved fan of theirs just by being there
do stuff from the heart, not out of a sense of owing them or inferiority