>>6451179Anon, I'm gonna be real with you. As long as both of you are alive, there's always a chance.
But you have a higher chance of getting hit by lightning 30 times in a row, get gunned down and ran over by a car over the span of a day and survive than you actually getting to know her, let alone date her. This doesn't just apply to her and you, it applies to everyone and their oshi. I don't know about you anon, but I don't like those odds.
Your oshi does not know you, she knows the idea of you. She doesn't actually give a shit about you as a person, she gives a shit about the collective blob that you're a part of. Remember that.
Break free anon. Search for people who actually can get to know you as a person and not as superchats on the screen. They're all waiting out there, you just have to do your reps, go out and meet them.