I’ve been seeing this girl for a little over 2 months now, and I’ve made it a point to hide my power level as much as possible. She’s really sweet but I just have a feeling that she’d fucking freak if she knew I spent my free time simping over another woman (understandably).

I feel guilty, but I can’t just stop watching my oshi, it’s been too long.

I feel like I’m a cheating asshole, and I really don’t wanna be. I know this is a ticking time bomb and I don’t know what to do.

/vt/, help, please