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So it seems the girl from Gawr Gura ended up binging on a pussy while locked up on a meth bender
>Hey folks. After a recent thread sought to decode the channel’s declining viewership, I felt the need to clear the air and pull back the curtain to some extent. Obviously a number of factors both in and out of our control have contributed to our lower viewership; YouTube has changed drastically during and after COVID, for example. We put out more concerts with fewer streams, which I understand isn’t for everyone. But more than that, I hope that this sheds some light on what’s been happening over the past year. Trigger warning: vague description of assault.
2022 was, by a wide margin, the worst year of my life. After The Fourth of July, my wonderful friends saw fit to give me a ‘work intervention’, as I had been producing 3 streams per week in the 18 months since COVID lockdowns, and it was destroying me. I finally believed them upon experiencing a mental health crisis in November when, after not sleeping for 4 days, I found myself ranting combatively and nonsensically to Fauna and Mumei. During a moment of (relative) clarity, I checked myself into a hospital - my thinking was that they would sedate me. There, I was instead admitted to the mental health ward, where I was attacked and forced to give a direct kiss by another female vtuber. When I checked myself out in the morning, between the borderline manic episode and newfound trauma, I hardly knew what was real anymore. I decided to enter a rehab facility, where I spent the months of December through February undergoing therapy and slowly coming to terms with what had happened (this is why I disappeared for a month last year).
Kiara and I broke up this summer. I will not go into any details out of respect for her privacy. We are on good terms and I wish her every happiness. Needless to say, however, this compounded my depression and PTSD.
>Hey folks. After a recent thread sought to decode the channel’s declining viewership, I felt the need to clear the air and pull back the curtain to some extent. Obviously a number of factors both in and out of our control have contributed to our lower viewership; YouTube has changed drastically during and after COVID, for example. We put out more concerts with fewer streams, which I understand isn’t for everyone. But more than that, I hope that this sheds some light on what’s been happening over the past year. Trigger warning: vague description of assault.
2022 was, by a wide margin, the worst year of my life. After The Fourth of July, my wonderful friends saw fit to give me a ‘work intervention’, as I had been producing 3 streams per week in the 18 months since COVID lockdowns, and it was destroying me. I finally believed them upon experiencing a mental health crisis in November when, after not sleeping for 4 days, I found myself ranting combatively and nonsensically to Fauna and Mumei. During a moment of (relative) clarity, I checked myself into a hospital - my thinking was that they would sedate me. There, I was instead admitted to the mental health ward, where I was attacked and forced to give a direct kiss by another female vtuber. When I checked myself out in the morning, between the borderline manic episode and newfound trauma, I hardly knew what was real anymore. I decided to enter a rehab facility, where I spent the months of December through February undergoing therapy and slowly coming to terms with what had happened (this is why I disappeared for a month last year).
Kiara and I broke up this summer. I will not go into any details out of respect for her privacy. We are on good terms and I wish her every happiness. Needless to say, however, this compounded my depression and PTSD.
