I'm surprised noone mentioned it but a really big event happened earlier, her old videos are back and she made a post about it.
>As those of you who have yet to unsubscribe from this channel will be able to tell, videos on this channel have once again been made public after careful consideration.
>Although I will not claim it was a justifiable excuse for my actions, there were personal reasons as to why this channel's videos were made private for a large amount of time.
>Last year, during the months where I was trying to figure out what direction I wanted to take this channel as I had begun realizing that I was no longer enjoying writing and editing scripted content, I started receiving very personal messages and harassment on accounts that I had never made public. Which caused me a great deal of fear and emotional stress. And this was what eventually lead me to want to remove as much as possible in relation to this channel and its content. >Thinking back, it could be seen as a knee-jerk reaction but I genuinely feared for personal information about me or my family being made public. At the time, this wasn't something that I felt comfortable to come out with publicly as I feared it would only add fuel to the fire.
>Although I'm sure an apology would hold little value at this point, I still believe one is in order for the amount of confusion and/or distress I may have caused anyone who at one point enjoyed this channel's content.
>(Also, because I know it's been a common topic of discussion when it comes to the videos on this channel having been made private. I froze my Patreon account in June of 2020 in order to send in a deletion request and I have not been receiving any monthly payments since. This isn't something I like discussing because I wanted to create content in order to share thoughts and ideas on video games and not to make cash, but I would also like to clear up misinformation as I understand some people feel they were wronged.)
>This channel will not receive any new content and I will not be releasing any new videos under this name as I consider it a closed chapter in my life. Thank you for taking your time reading this and for enjoying the content posted under this channel name.
>Stay safe and have a wonderful day.
Was there other place where she was discussed more than a few posts aside from here? Because I haven't seen anyone mentioned her in other places unless it was deleted by someone. That's what makes me think she lurks or someone tells her about the things mentioned here.
As for the reason she gave of why she had the menhera attack on july, it makes sense, but it's more or less believing her words
tl;dr: menhera, paranoia and thirst made her go crazy acording to her words
