>>65753913Bless you anon and hope it all works out. Maybe you can someday learn JP, find a menhera jirai-kei, groom her into vtubing as your new oshi, and play Needy Girl Overdose IRL.
In this scenario, there is never meant to be a good end, but we don't play such games trying to reach a good ending. If our lives are boring, dull and painful, we seek escapism so that we can find some greater sense of entertainment or festivity to enjoy, just as with any other game or form of entertainment. It's all about the journey, not the inevitable destination: if no one survives "life" in the end, and we're ending up at the same place, maybe death by yandere is the most exciting way to go?