>>65762059>>65764605>She probably thinks "I keep skipping over this regular's messages and there's nothing else in chat I better read it so he doesn't kill himself"She's a streamer, although she streams because she loves streaming she's still a streamer and worries about being entertaining, so she constantly looks to chat for messages to read, she mainly says them out loud if they have the possibility of turning into a segment of the stream that could be entertaining, be it addressing worries of husbands or reading comments about something that happened just to fill the silence, obviously, this doesn't mean she thinks any less of comments she reads to fill up the silence with
I doubt she pity reads all of your messages, like i said, she's trying to either start up a segment or to use your messages to make a joke, we have evidence to support this claim, as we have seen her read a message and tried to continue with the initial joke, but was unable to(I'm talking about her trying to expand on the message saying everyone in the concert around her were 6 foot tall billionaires, soon enough reading another message in chat to overshadow her attempt at continuing the joke by reading the message "i don't get the joke", affirming with "yeah, me neither"), the inverse also being more than likely true, as we've seen her do countless times
>Whenever I try to contribute to the conversation or be funny she never reads my messages.You need to understand that that is the case for all of the messages, but one-- she can't read multiple messages out loud at once, she has to pick one that seems interesting, there are a few ways to improve your chances of getting your message read, if she's in a situation where she has to focus(such as a fight in a game) she's more likely not to be looking at chat due to something already going on and being focused on the task at hand, your message's length also plays a role in getting read or not, she tries to read at least a few long messages(though they usually end up being about a regular leaving for work), the message's chances of being read also increase if a lot of people reply to it saying "have a good day at work" or whatever, bringing even more attention to the initial message, that way she can look at the message being replied to or understand the context and also tell them "have a good day at work", thus it being like she read the message without having actually read it(this is also why it looks like she reads so many of those leaving stream for work messages)
>She almost never replies to me on twitter. Plenty of anons have talked about this before, the era of her replying to every reply has ended, she now only does it it's really important(it's a bit of a weirdge example to bring up, but an example would be the reply talking about digikun's passing away to which she replied to) or if she finds it worth replying to or addressing
>I don't like ryona or gore, her old third account destroyed my mental health and I have almost no common interests with her. I think she only doesn't tell me we're completely incompatible as people because she's too nice to break my heart.Although compatability is important in relationships, it's not what the relationship relies on to survive, though such details do matter a lot to girls, she sees chat as a collective and thus probably believes that it doesn't matter if all of us share her interests or not, as at least some people do, people that are part of the collective hive mind as well.
So it doesn't matter to her that YOU don't share interests with her, since (you) does
We can bring up the "anonymous" donation yesterday and how she handled it. She put her foot down and told the dude that she was aware of his concerns and opinion(due to having heard about it a lot from him) and mentioned how it's ok to not like the same things as her(be it interests or even sharing her sense of humor), but that he shouldn't try and change her tastes
We can apply the same to when it comes to her hobbies, it's fine to not share hobbies, but it shouldn't be that you get bent up over it, you can try to partake in her hobbies if you want to, but it's not necessary for the relationship to keep going, you'll just have more to talk about and be more in the loop when she talks about blue archive or something
I also don't care for ryona or guro or gore(i really dislike gore in general, it's gross and fucked up)
If your mental health is bad or if your thinking gets cloudy, you're free to reach out to others to get a second opinion or if you can't do so it's good to try out different perspectives
Not everyone is capable of doing it, but doing so really helped me get out of my mental state of being overwhelmed by the brainworms and it allowed me to look at things in a more positive light
It's commendable for you to be so tripped up over such things, it shows you really care about shondo and your marriage to her
Hope this helps, even if only a miniscule amount
