I found my irrelevant 2view oshi's PL and found out she has a partner (current photos and videos with him). She also retweets a lot of annoying political shit but I don't care about that. She has a fucking bf. She keeps the alt completely separate from her vtubing persona and likely doesn't think anyone knows.
Now here's the issue, I'm a regular at her chat and her discord, so my sudden disappearance would raise some eyebrows, I would have to ghost her completely and make a new identity and that sucks, because I'm also active in other small chuuba chats. But I really don't want to associate with her or her community anymore. I know most of them have a crush on her just like I did until yesterday, the fucking cucks. I know she doesn't deserve schizos like me but it feels like I've been betrayed.
So basically, what would you do?