how many times do you think she's sat alone on her bed and cried about how cowardly she is? about how she can't motivate herself to stream anymore because of her anxiety? do you think she thinks all her co-workers hate her for not streaming, for leaving money on the table? gura is pretty much hololive's flagship, it's a bad look for the entire company if she doesn't even stream more than once a month. do you think she stresses and agonizes over the fact that she's single-handedly holding all her co-workers back?