Hi, I just wanted to vent here about my life as a vtuber. I started doing lives in January 2023 and I knew that growing up on Twitch would be difficult to grow and on top of that, I already make animations and speedarts for YouTube. However, I really wanted to be able to become an affiliate so that with the money, I can invest in more quality content and also help my mother with the bills so I don't become a parasite. However, even though I enjoy producing content on the internet, the fact that I'm working my ass off and can't become an affiliate makes me a little frustrated. I hope that with the re-debut I'm going to make, the situation will improve and I'll get out of this hole.