>>68440390hello hello!
you'll have an idea of what you want but it might not yet be perfect when you start off but i think as time goes on you start to get a feel for it and get more comfortable with the content you're making as well as a clearer idea of how you want to present yourself, your model and persona. hell i just started this tuesday
>>68375640 >>68388223and so far there's quite a bit of scuff and im starting off as a png. one day i'd like to commission a full body png and even a l2d one day when i get the hang of it. but as i am right now im just stumped.
TLDR
it's intimidating starting out, not having "the perfect design" or fleshed out ideas on what you want to do but that comes as time goes on.
>>68524062i fall in the inbetween. i do lean more on the strange, weird, and interesting concepts side of things, since it's easy to show on stream, but the main thing that i enjoy is the art horror aesthetic. and i suppose when it comes to freak/meat chuba its also about the use and abuse with some guro and death all mixed in. i do want my model to eventually have some guts and gore showing. and when it comes to the vomitting, staples and the extreme stuff , its all been really fun but as long as the person is safe and aren't causing any serious or long term/permanent harm to themselves, i'd say im all for it. art adjacent freak vtubers are pretty fun as well, Mishy Molly, Para, LobotomyBunny, are all amazing artist with fun streams. asmr has been always been interesting, i'd like to see what can be done with it relating to horror.
all in all there's tons of way to be a /freak/ and i enjoy it