>>68509631>The moment she lost me was when she did that mopestream where she whined about how all of the saviorfags ditched her after the first couple streams.She cried about the dramafags abandoning her after they saw they wouldn't get anything else from her. Back then she thought everyone was siding with her because they wanted to genuinely support her, but she finally realized they were just using her for their own amusement, and she found herself isolated from everyone in the community, without any money and backed into a corner, so she broke down.
>>68510914>What's weird is how she's actually been doing better than ever before, even before the Selen went out, but somehow ends up feeling worse than ever.I don't think it's that weird. People often downplays the hell Sayu went through, but it's the kind of stuff that leaves a deep scar on you, specially on someone so mentally unstable as her. She always wanted to be vindicated, for the community to recognize that they made a mistake with her and to stop being a pariah. I'm sure the first thing she thought when she saw NijiEN burning down was...
>"There's no way people won't accept me now"...But that hasn't really happened. There's a few comments here and there talking about Zaion, but the community is largely still ignoring her and just supporting Doki. And that's fine, Selen deserves all the love and support she is getting and I'm sure Sayu agrees, but I can understand if some part of her feels like absolute shit.
But here's the thing: Sayu has done plenty of stupid shit. She was right about Niji, but she went about it in the worst possible way. I don't blame her for her actions, but at the end of the day, she is still responsible for them, and she needs to accept that there isn't any kind of magical solution that will suddenly fix everything and make everyone accept her. She will need to work her ass off for a long time to rebuild her reputation, and there's no way around that.
>>68514464>I was looking forward to her coming back so much, but the complaining and menhera got tiring really fast and I ended up ditching.That's funny, because I have been watching her since her redebut and she has done her best to be as cheerful and chill possible. You can always tell she is having a great time when streaming and how much she enjoys hanging out with her community. She is streaming on youtube too, btw.
