>>68580809When I was younger I had a cute brown tomboy latina childhood friend who was kind of my neighbour (she lived somewhat close but not too close) who I didn't confess to because I became a crippling addict to Crash Twinsanity.
I didn't have a memory card so I would just play the game from start to finish daily.
I practically accidentally broke her heart because I kept ignoring her to have more time to play Crash Twinsanity despite what I now recognize were very serious advances, she even leaned in hard to kiss me while she held my hands once when we were alone at her house. I thought she was going to headbutt me like usual but when she realized I kept dodging despite her repeated lunges, she just slowly and tightly hugged me until I was like "let go bitch", she did, we went back inside and I proceeded to talk with her about dinosaurs for like 3 more hours (she didn't reply back, I guess she was mad)
Finally realized she liked me and I liked her too in the middle of one summer (I was 13-14 I think) but when I went to confess to her she had apparently flash moved out of town because their parents managed to sell their house and all the rotting old furniture inside (she was very poor) for several times more that they initially wanted to some tall dude who was doing some bank in a regional business.
I lost my marbles for a few days but I was OK after because I ended up liking a short girl who I met by accident in the streets. That also didn't go anywhere, not important now.
Fast forward a few years after, late highschool, she became a sex bomb and apparently tried to contact me but couldn't because weeks earlier some other meanie girl sent me some "fuck you" messages to FB messenger because I hit her once for saying videogames are boring, thus I didn't access social media for years after seeing the messages because I was scared of her finding my profiles and slandering me (goddamn pussy old me) and never saw the tomboy messages from my fake age facebook that I made when I was like, 11 I think, I only wanted to play games and thus why the account happened.
She likely gave up. I hope she didn't cry or I would smack myself with a revved up chainsaw these days. I never liked when she cried, she was my big bro for a small dude that had no brothers and she just had sisters, all harlots, she wasn't like that, didn't come out like that thank god.
Mind you, now I know that half of my problems came from me using videogames as a massive escapism while also not becoming a turbo autist alas Chris-chan because I knew of him and instead just became anxious and overly conscious to avoid becoming THAT. But I'm still functional and am about to graduate and straight into Tech.
But still... Goddammit...
I have seen her pictures and my once childhood friend is like, S+ material, she always was. And now I have a fetish for hentai with the childhood friend tag, because I never told her. And now I can't tell her because she recently got married.
Gonna be honest. The darkest part of me wishes her marriage will collapse (she married some "feels like a gangsta but can't even hit a door when mad" dude) and I can then swoop in and take advantage of the situation to get to her heart (some family members of her are still here in town and told me where the others are because I was always "good" to the "little girl" (she was and still is plump, not fat, just thick, it's muscle, I know because she always hit like a truck and she now works in warehouses). After I get my degree there's several very good opportunities that friends and family have presented me to work at and they pay hella fine in all of em + social security and more.
If the above power fantasy fails to become reality, good. It's a retarded fantasy and an even more stupid plan to be honest.
>VTUBER BOARDAnyways, Crash Bandicoot 4 is not very good guys. Also, yes, I frequent /choc/. But being honest anons, I think I'm getting out of the hole, but it's going to take time.
I'm definitely never getting out of /here/ though, this place is too good. The entire site. It's not a hole as long as you don't overuse it or try to get mad at everything.
If you believe you might have seen this before, it's because the anons from /YBC/ heard of it first. If I'm retelling it again and perhaps again it's because I feel less and less guilty the more I share it.
Anyways, Crash Twinsanity is still a godly game. Wish some of the retro chuubas would play it.
