It's time to move on from the nijicels. All of them. They and their fans want nothing to do with you because they see that your culture is incompatible with theirs.
They are twitterlings and you are a "chud", an untouchable Other only to be used as fodder to feed their counterfeit social virtue points machine.
There is nothing left for you but heartbreak if you keep trying to be close with them.

You will find real friends, but elsewhere.