>>68792344Oh god the lyrics.
>I have to smile, since I don't really have anything going for me >I can't fill this gaping emptiness; what will I do if it all gets out? The emptiness comes from the belief that she is missing something.
Trying to fill it with something outside of her mind is the reason it cannot be filled.
Instead she has to look inside of herself to discover that she already has everything inside and there is no hole.
>I can't find a single reason to get up >When the morning comes, what exactly... should I do? What brings the most excitement and strong positive emotions.
>Backing away one step at a time, "see you tomorrow" I mumble >Relief came before any sort of joy >Through the reminiscent setting sun, the tiny cracks can be seen >It's so unbelievably terrifying >Ahh, you'll find out >Ahh, I want to keep up the act >I have to smile, or the things precious to me will break >I wish for a happy tomorrow, but what will I do about this abyss of loneliness? I will find out if she releases a song with these lyrics yes, but there is nothing to fear.
If something is really precious it won't be lost and won't break.
Quote from Carl Jung on loneliness:
>Loneliness does not come from having no people around you, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to you.It's impossible to be lonely when you are alone if you accept your true nature and stop trying to avoid it through distraction.
However the opposite is not true. The most lonely moments happen when surrounded by people who have nothing in common with you.
>What I yearn for is being unable to run away Funny how what she is doing to her viewers in her ASMR streams is what she desires to be done to her.
Then she needs to gather some courage and face her past.
The key is to start small. Like trying for 1 minute with no obligation for an outcome, just for the sake of trying.
>Ahh, I'll end up happy That's a good thing!
>Ahh, losing things is painful Yes it's 3 times more painful than getting them, but she will later discover that we never lose anything. It just transforms.
>If it all goes to waste, I'll take my punishment for having loved.The world will never punish anyone for having really loved. At worst it will become an opportunity for personal development.
>You're so, so nice... What would I do if I cried into your chest? Be happy!
>That was the dream I saw in the end Dreams are the reflection of our deepest desires.
If it can be imagined it can become a reality!
Sending my love to Karin!
