>>68928721To be fair though several people in Niji spoke positively of her up until she labeled those same people are bullies. Elira's spoke positively of selen multiple times and so has Millie. Millie even hung out with her a lot in Japan and Selens favorite story of NijiFes was hanging out with her managers who liked her enough to go shopping with her and also trying super hard to win a gachapon machine toy for Elira.
It's actually not that difficult to believe that her BPD combined with her frustrations about management ended up twisting words into insults or harmful rhetoric. I'll be honest with you I've been a member of selen since day 1 and I'm membered to Doki as well but I don't think I've ever heard her say that anyone told her something was flat out her fault.
In apex it was the teams fault and she was reassured she did nothing wrong. In tournaments, it was management who gave the date and she didn't do anything wrong. Even during the puyopuyo tourney when everything went wrong at first. I don't really recall her saying that it was her fault for not double checking the room and making sure it was locked.
I'll always love Doki no matter the outcome but I admit her bpd makes me question her, a lot. It'll remain to be seen whether I'm wrong or not.
