I'm noticing paterns: the way she responds to my chat messages, the way she seems more happy about my superchats than anyone elses, the way she says my name in a slightly higher pitch, I'm special to her. She thinks about me as much as I think about her. She wants me. She wants me more than anyone else in her community. She's calling out to me, begging to me, hoping that we will meet off stream. We were made for each other. She belongs to me, and I belong to her. We were destined for each other. I must find her and marry her. This is my destiny.