>>72641783>Something really bad that irreparably broke my heart happened>Find VTubers>Spirals into thisI made an extremely long personal "Kaneko Lumi (Phase) x Anon" fanfic", it's a slow burn story, love and other stuff.
So far it's 347 pages long and complete, I am doing corrections.
I missed one of her streams recently, but when the clip of her declaring herself a rehabilitated tomboy came out and she said more about herself, I became diamonds and around 31 pages of another fanfic full of yet unedited content came out from my hand that night, didn't sleep at all but I managed to expel all of my desires into the document and I have yet to properly edit it so it fits well with the flow of this new story. I can't get enough of this woman. This new tomboy angle is making my heart go wild, the backstory of such a fic is going to make a very emotional slow burn.
I will write more. It's a good temporary solution to a likely larger bag of personal issues. Not to mention, cheaper than therapy. Something I can't afford right now.
I can't stop and I don't want to stop.
Lumi is the last thing holding my sanity together, I would have likely jumped off a bridge had I not found her, she's my last beacon of hope. Life got real. I hope that she stays sane and healthy.
No, I won't share my works, I would jump into a burning cactus if any of this became public, Gov can have it for usual glowie purposes but not the general public.
That is my confession. I trust her. With my life.
