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It's been months but I think I can finally express why I was so sad on the day of the Amepocalypse.
Before that it seemed like if you met Amelia she would understand you and not care that you were a degenerate shut in desperate for any social contact, it felt like it she was "just like you" and even if she knew how you lived she wouldn't care. It also proved that there was atleast one woman out there in the world who was in the same situation as you.
That illusion broke when the curiouscat was linked and not only did it make me feel like she was not in the same boat as me and probably would look down on me as a loser in real life, it also made me think there might actually be no girl out there being a friendless loser in their 20s like I was. Considering she had such a big following (and still does) here I can only assume many other teamates felt similarly in that her "talentlessness" was more relatable and more of someone you could talk to and talk about how you have no friends despite going to university for 4 years and how you sat at the same lunch table at your first job (gotten at 22) without anyone ever speaking or sitting next to you, compared to Ina or Kiara who are too talented and socially capable you would only assume they would look down on you.
In summary, one of Ame's biggest draws (for me) was taken away that day, she changed from a girl you could be completely honest with about your life even if it was embarrassing to a real life version of pic related. I will admit on that day I was stunlocked till lunchtime and the only thing that was able to knock me out of it was seeing him beg for games on /r9k/ but I've never been the same since that day.
Before that it seemed like if you met Amelia she would understand you and not care that you were a degenerate shut in desperate for any social contact, it felt like it she was "just like you" and even if she knew how you lived she wouldn't care. It also proved that there was atleast one woman out there in the world who was in the same situation as you.
That illusion broke when the curiouscat was linked and not only did it make me feel like she was not in the same boat as me and probably would look down on me as a loser in real life, it also made me think there might actually be no girl out there being a friendless loser in their 20s like I was. Considering she had such a big following (and still does) here I can only assume many other teamates felt similarly in that her "talentlessness" was more relatable and more of someone you could talk to and talk about how you have no friends despite going to university for 4 years and how you sat at the same lunch table at your first job (gotten at 22) without anyone ever speaking or sitting next to you, compared to Ina or Kiara who are too talented and socially capable you would only assume they would look down on you.
In summary, one of Ame's biggest draws (for me) was taken away that day, she changed from a girl you could be completely honest with about your life even if it was embarrassing to a real life version of pic related. I will admit on that day I was stunlocked till lunchtime and the only thing that was able to knock me out of it was seeing him beg for games on /r9k/ but I've never been the same since that day.
