>>73036894It hurts knowing I will never marry her. It hurts knowing that I will never be in her house, preparing dinner for her, waiting for her when she gets home at midnight after working overtime again. I will never know her taking her stress out on me by hitting me in the face and shouting at me until I break down. I will never know her saying she's sorry the next morning, amd me forgiving her despite knowing she'll do it all over again.