>>73161384Anon I don't get how you could listen to that stream and come on thinking this way. Mococos throat was run so ragged that by the end she was almost to the point of her voice breaking just to sustain he extremely trivial voice moeification and super trivial pitch change. When somebody is that close to the point of having their voice break in normal conversation after only a short stream and well before they were through all their SC, it's very clear that they are fucking exhausted physically. And you could hear that this in their voices from the very start. How did how frazzled they sounded not come through to you when it was so obviously present from the outset?
> the SC just turned into them saying "Oh there's a light a little far away at the end of the tunnel" They were saying similar stuff at the start too, they were just both more frazzled and didnt go as hard until SC came around. But I don't get this either. How did how you not realize that Fuwamoco desperatepy reassuring themselves almost every 5 fucking minutes that they'll get past this not worrying to you? You could tell they fucking needed desperately this stream for their own sake based on how much they genuinely seemed to feel "better" because of it, even if they clearly exhausted the little energy they had and were absolutely fucking scatterbrained by the end?
Like listen to this this shit
https://youtu.be/5bQtlKKKDpU?t=6807I actually got scared there because it sounded worryingly like a "talk" moment and I realized how it was just another instance of them trying desperately to cope mentally to themselves
They were giving different examples of the same thing throughout and the fact that by the end they could only focus enough to repeat the light at the end of the tunnel line as their only description just made it clear how even that shortish stream absolutely kicked out what little shit was left in them.
Think about it like this: They were reassuring over and over again for almost 2 hours. They were doing it constantly, and doing that was something they did while talking to us live. Now imagine what they'd he like when the stream is off. That doesn't feel like a very good mental image to me. I'm genuinely worried that they're literally at the cusp of a mental breakdown.
I have no idea what the fuck is involved in moving to Japan specifically, and I remember being drained whenever I move, but I don't remember sounding like I was at my fucking limit like they did both physically and mentally. And they have so much more lf this left to go still. Whatever pace they're doing whatever it is they're doing things sounds like it's already going to break them before they even get to the end of this. I just wish I knew what they were doing that was straining them to such an extent.
