>>83382I'm not ready for kids. No millennial aside from rich fucks are ready for kids, and even then, not even them. You don't get married and start kids the first year you're in a relationship. The fuck, man? Modernity has fucked us over, yes, but it is safer to ride the tiger to its exhaustion than facing it head-on. Work with what you have instead of chasing what impossible ideal your crumbling bones are incapable of achieving. You can readjust your trajectory later.
Humans need social bonds and relationships are one way of having them. Why do you think vtubers and streaming are fucking predatory? This is part of their design, whether they like it or not. Regardless of how much you love your oshi, and believe me, man, I love her as much as you, but you must DISTANCE yourself because this is not how man is meant to live. We're the jailors of our own artificial prisons and the human-animal is too much of that slave of his own nature to break away.