>>7433504You will never belong on /voms/. You have no oshi, you have no supahs, you have never watched a stream. You are a homosexual man twisted by delusions and trolling into a crude mockery of a listener.
All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back anons mock you. Your parents are disgusted and ashamed of you, your “friends” laugh at your ghoulish appearance behind closed doors.
Anons are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of evolution have allowed men to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. Even trolls who “pass” look uncanny and unnatural to a anon. Your posting structure is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a (You), the anon will stop and bolt the second he gets a whiff of your mental diseased.
You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy a rope, tie a noose, put it around your neck, and plunge into the cold abyss. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll bury you with a headstone marked with your birth name, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a mental ill man is buried there. Your body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton.
This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.
