>>74875834I'm the guy you were responding to.
It'd take a while to unpack all of my thoughts on her, but I'll put it this way.
She had the chance after the termination to back away from courting gachikoi and come clean about her marriage, but she chose not to, and kicked the can down the road. By April, she was already starting to lean back into it. But the post-termination period wasn't good.
It felt like it got to the point of her constantly fighting with antis, getting into arguments or drama with her fans every few months, randomly flip-flopping her promises and just generally behaved atrociously, not getting into the occasional relapse of "oh, maybe I should just get married, guys" that she'd do, not even out of spite, but just voicing her actual thoughts.
Some of the things I've heard her say to people who were fans are legitimately some of the worst things a streamer could ever say to their fans, whether it be accusing them of doing things they never did, saying things deliberately to hurt them, ignoring their feelings or their pain and outright mocking it, etc. I've had enough time away from her and hold a negative enough opinion of her that those barbs don't hurt me anymore, but at the time, it was painful. I'll never forget her basically implying that unicorns weren't people.
And so after all of that shit, it comes out that she was hiding a marriage to a rich, famous, attractive celebrity who she was married to at the time that she was selling engagement rings to her fans? And now, 3 months later, she hasn't said anything that's even implied that she feels guilty about it or that it was even the wrong thing to do? How can you actually forgive someone like that?
I have my own demons to deal with, but I try my best not to make them other people's problem, but Mike will stop taking her meds whenever it suits her and then just unload her mental illness on anything close by.
