>>7535765>(1:14) September 13th - ("a monologue" with the girl in the background) "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." Debut
>(1:36) October 16th - ("Belief" with a shadowy figure in the background) "And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love." First significant project (not collab) with the EN Girls (Ame's Halloween Candy participation with chat) -- interesting note is that in a following Q&A, Ina comments on this project stating proudly that it will be the first of many together with her friends and how she was nervous about messing it up somehow
>(2:43) November 29th - ("a monologue" with an empty space) "For we brought nothing into the world, and we can take nothing out of it." First time Ina spoke at-length about herself publicly. The stream where she ended up breaking down and crying after retelling her past with depression and how she felt her life was at a complete stand-still before beginning Hololive. (Interesting note is the night before she had a members stream where she went at-length talking about how appreciative she is to takos for loving her, stating she thought nobody would love her as she is and that she would need to change herself into someone she's not just to garner popularity only to get proven wrong.)
>(0:08) April 3rd - ("a monologue" with an empty space) "Hatred stirs up dissension, but love covers over all wrongs." Stream following the GurIna watchalong collab -- enters stream emotional and tearing up stating she was at the most stressed she's been and how she didn't imagine Hololive was going to be such a heavy position, specifying that the stress levels eclipsed the days leading up to debut. Gets cheered up and thanks takodachis for not only reassuring her, but for helping her recover - was the watchalong where Ina stopped and also began live-watching Mori's ED in the center of it.
>(0:32) May 20th - ("a monologue" with an empty space) "But He knows the way that I take; When He has tested me, I shall come forth as gold." Her birthday where she cried for like 95% of it while thanking not just the takos but her genmates and senpai, claiming them all to be irreplaceable and the reason she is able to even exist today.
Order of events
>April 3rd, May 20th, September 13th, October 16th, November 29thThey were introduced in the order of most stressful (for various reasons) to least stressful days of significance
>April 3rd - outright said to be the most stressed she's ever been due to a combination of Hololive happenings, Priestess Duties, and other things which we may not know about that caused her to be the "worst she's ever been">May 20th - was struggling with her birthday to figure out how to make it eventful. Stated to have been more nervous than her debut outright and ended up crying a lot (in appreciation).>September 13h - Ina's debut>October 16th - the first "big project" together with HoloEN, but more importantly, it was this moment where Ina began calling her genmates good friends >November 29th - Ina recalled her depressive period where she felt the loss of time with days merging together and began to cry, causing her to pause for a bit to recollect herselfIna referred to the flower when speaking of Violet (not the color) today, and is seen wearing Blue Violets in her hair during the MV.
>Blue Violets symbolize trustworthiness when not given as a gift - Ina is seen wearing it as a hairband which also carried the superstition of clearing inebriation, allowing for perfect mental clarity>When given as a gift, it carries the meaning of profound love due to the scent it gives off - in the lyrics, Ina catches a particularly-nice smelling scent and wonders if she would even want to follow it, knowing it'll lead back to (You), who loves her.At the beginning and end of the song, Ina doesn't "smell" these flowers --at the beginning, she becomes anxious and delves into the unknown to solve her problem. At the end, this anxiety has disappeared (notably immediately after November 29th is shown does this verse arrive) and the song ends confirming how the clouds (which Ina has continuously stated to be one of her all-time favorite things to search for 'inspiration') will end up convincing her to return.
So basically, what I took from the song is that Ina was unbearably anxious while entering Hololive. Even faced with such overwhelming love she still wasn't sure if it could be something she'd remain doing. The events are listed in order of how much impact they had on her mentality, making her question why she should stick around but also facing something that convinces her the struggle is worth it, further solidifying her position within Hololive as a result. The motif of violets is used as a promise and apology to Takos that she decided (whenever this song was made) to stay with us from now on because even though it's stressful, in the end she loves it (and us) - aka, she will fully become Ina
