>>7551733Rushia is the only one who has explicitly said she's fine with marrying a fan because they truly love her
Remember that Rushia has low self-esteem, though. Her blog up to 2017 was literally called
>猫とゲーマー喪女の生活Which means
>The life of cats and a gaming woman that has no experience with menYes, this was her blog title. No, she wasn't popular at all at this point. It was mostly for her small, female only circle, IIRC.
She also had like one maybe 1-month long abusive relationship LDR...and a whole slew of times where people coerced her into doing shit and then leaking it online(she was in the sticks, so at least they couldn't pump and dump her easily, which is probably how she wasn't)
Because of her life, her ego is rock bottom romance wise:
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y6tAEXRvd9M>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1QGMHpGsUSMLook at how different her early reactions to being proposed to are like compared to other holos:
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YwtbutPCqXIReally, joining Hololive and gathering her Fandead has been the first time she has felt a genuine sense of romantic love. You know how you usually develop your first romantic feelings in school for a crush? Well, she didn't have that there:
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q5TSNiKR5PwAs it was probably a small school where everybody knew each other, and tilted towards being girl heavy, with few people in general.
Because she just didn't interact with many men until she got out and started doing shit online, and when she did it was met with a lot of abuse, ridicule, and rejection, it's pretty safe to say that Fandead are one of the first times Rushia has actually been loved in a romantic way at all. And I think everybody here can remember just how strong those feelings were in their first relationship, or even their first crush.
