As much as I like Sayu, it’s become rather frustrating seeing her beat the dead horse of Nijisanji after issuing countless “definitive statements” this year. Things aren’t perfect but they aren’t as bad for her as she makes it seem, she managed to collab with Silvervale in Twitch rivals, she managed to do an ad for Genshin, she managed to have Atlus send her a P3R swag box, she hit 100k on YouTube, and she made countless friends that stuck by her, whether it be Rennie or some Phase hags, one of which is more popular than most Niji girls now.
But Sayu doesn’t seem to see it that way, she just has some self-destructive bit of nature in her that loves to sabotage her momentum. I understand that her situation was more traumatic and isolating, yes, and people handle these things differently, but she needs to seek psychiatric help offline, because an intervention is needed. She needs to stop obsessing over ex Nijis not wanting to collab with her even if retards in the chat bring it up, it is what it is and her recent actions won’t make them collab with her more. She also needs to keep quiet and not start unnecessary drama on Twitter, and she needs to move on from the past as painful as it is to heal. “Spilling the tea” on behind the scenes events will actually make her a pariah, because then people will be weary on whether one wrong impression will result in her having a brainworm breakdown on stream and her saying everything about you.