>>76574205She does realize that. The problem is that vtubers like CyYu were friends with Sayu before the Zaion thing happened, and they didn't move a single finger to support her when she was being harassed and slandered. The same people didn't waste a second on sharing their own personal dramas with Nijisanji after Selen's termination. That's why Sayu is so bitter about it, because her own friends abandoned her and they are only supporting Doki because she is in the wining side.
Sayu is carrying the label of being an ex-niji, so she can't work with a lot of artists because Nijisanji has blacklisted her, and at the same time a large portion of the community doesn't want to support her because they can't admit they were wrong about her. She gets shit from everywhere and needs to struggle to do anything.
I think she is doing well and that her worst enemy is herself, but it's a fact that she is a victim and has to deal with a lot of trash and underserved hatred every single day.
