Just go onstream right now and rant about how NijiEN killed all your oshis and how the clique is real and how Luca tried to rape you and how all you ever wanted was to join Hololive and be a real CGDCTGFE idol just like your oshis Houshou Marine and Inugami Korone.

You have nothing to lose, and everything to gain. Whether you go Hololive, or Phase, or even indie, your audience will only grow compared to how it is now. You saw how Doki turned out. You can get that same level of support. All you need to do is take the first step, the first step out of Nijihell, and walk into the light.