>>77445471Between the one I love and identify with the most and the one I admire so highly as an “oshi” in the Dante/Beatrice sense, I have only one other ideal, and she is a fictional thing. I do this all the time. Being an unpolished writer, I invent people, places and scenarios. And since getting into vtubing I have made up a demon woman with a bright white mane of hair and inescapably black skin. Naked but imperceptibly so, with glowing eyes.
I’m tired of video games, so her content is more educational. Not a dry lecturer, but an engaging intellect that will challenge you with all that she knows. Somewhat like Clio Aite, but far more.
>>77447003Saruei is pretty close, sans ntr maybe.
>>77447065Tenma Maemi