>>806276You got me anon, first girl I liked was some shortstack tomboyish dark skinned gal (I am not joking or fantasizing, I am not american BTW nor live there)
She bullied me HARD in middle school since we were both like 6 or 7, fucking Tsundere archetype, from the beginning but became my friend in High School because her mother died of Cancer and brother died of an accident, girl needed support, I give, then became pretty, busty, cool, hardworking and everything and counted with me.
Then I basically sperged and stopped talking to her because anon here was a maximum edgy retard who started watching anime for lack of friends, biggest regret of my life (not talking with her I mean, anime is no regrets) but she pretty much shaped my tastes regarding women, be them real or fictious.
I still remember when I got struck by the feeling, girl was the most tomboyish pre-teen I knew but for middle school "prom" lets call it even thought it was not, she came to practice for the dance with a dress and basically girly makeup and stuff which made her completely opposite, looked like a maiden who was gonna get married, it was basically Gap moe by 4Chan standards but the shock got me all nervous and I knew, I fell in stupid young infatuation.
It hurts because I really had a chance to get a life partner, for real, no joke, she really got "in the mood" to get to the next step, even one time pretty much directly approached me for it, but I never even kissed or holded her hand, anon was a coward.
She really was my "homie" as you people call it now.
>TFW no tomboy dark skinned shortstack Tsundere GF who is your best bro even in bed.Why live?
Also, she had both flare and magnet hairstyles at different points of her life now that I think of it...
Damn...
>But anon, you can still go for it?No, there's no way to recover my relationship with her, I used to be the fat shy boy who becomes cool boy with her, I stopped talking to her and ghosted her in a sense and then she got an identical replacement with actual social skills later on, can't blame that dude, he's amazing
Last social post I saw was about their first child and their happy life, dude went from Blob to jacked too, I deleted that shit from my feed years ago and no longer check on her...
I also got slim so yay, now I am average but I like fake girls.
>kek, fucking loser anon, you deserve it.Love this site by the way, 4Chan is the best, specially /vt/.
Monoe was my Oshi and I don't like Flare anymore, I am still coping with all of this, you people can guess which porn is in my favorite tabs and I have been burning through it for hours after this shitshowNever felt so good to be a vomsfag
