>they make me feel emo because it's like, oh my goodness, people went out of their way to like, handwrite these and like, mail them off to me
>That's so much work to send such kind words to me, And it's like I'm just a little Kirin
>It's overwhelming and makes me happy but it's like, how can I be deserving of this, it's like how can I repay this, I don't do anything I just sit around playing videogames
And that's the problem, you don't fucking deserve it. You don't do anything. You don't do projects, you don't host events, you don't spend money on your channel, you can't even care minimum do a 3D live or stream more than 4 times a week. So no you, rightfully, don't deserve shit and the best way to repay your fans is to fucking graduate so they stop spending money on your worthless ass.
