>>7829369It has nothing to do with deep insight, it is the most basic concept. She is not real.
There is nothing wrong in liking a cute girl that you are seeing or talking to, but here you are liking(loving to use op's word) a character portrayed by for the lack of a better word an actor. It would even have been the same thing if you were interacting with an e-girl. Ina is not the same girl that is behind the character. None of them are. All streamers put on an act for their audience.
You might call me a psychopath, but all I want here is for OP to realize that whatever love he's feeling is a fake feeling. Does she make you feel happy? Great. Does she help you get through an otherwise shitty life? Even better. But that does not change the fact that for her you are at best a name among thousands in a chat box. At worst you are a name attached to a superchat. Do not devolve the feeling of happiness you have into an obsession that you mistake for "love", for a person you have never and will never meet. Such a trait is the first step to becoming a real stalker, not some waifu "lover" on the internet.