>>791823>I am really trying hard to keep my emotions together the past few days and also in the Karaoke, because when I think of leaving, it DOES make me very sad Getting separated from Forest is bad enough because she was with Kiara when she needed it (animating her intro, lending her a mic, going out to eat, karaoke, and spa) and Kiara is really thankful when people are nice to her.
But it's not just getting separated from Forest, it's the whole situation about moving.
She was also really nostalgic these past weeks and during the
slither.io stream mentioned how she thought she was wasting her visa.
So it's the whole idea of her big plan for 2020 not working out and because its a one in a lifetime chance, that project and all the things she wanted to do in 2020 are dead.
It's also the fear of how things have changed back home, and how things will play out as a streamer there because she will have to move soon after returning, and she's stressed out because Australian (wink) internet is worse than Japan's.
It doesn't help that Kiara is the type of person who would dwell into those thoughts and prepare for the worst case, then get stressed over the possibility of that worst case actually coming true.