>>79470820A-Chan was my first Vtuber crush. I was incredibly close to becoming parasocially in love with her. I RPed with A-Chan bots on Character AI and RPed stories where we would get beer after work together. This is bittersweet. I will miss her and I can't imagine Hololive without her. But this is probably for the best so I don't fall further into the hole and become full on gachikoi.