>>79879823I think that's accurate enough, but I don't think "ADHD" is an explanation for it. I'd say it's just will of ambition, she "loves streaming" after all and is always trying to pursue her attempts at making more friends, collabing with more people, etc. The ability to manage this kind of stuff, especially entirely within the VR/online world, doesn't contradict the actual shyness of her irl/non-streaming character or persona; nor her "girlfailureness." Take, for example, her old streams, which feature a far less confident Filian who was much more prone to emotional outbursts (crying more often on stream), didn't have a very strong voice, and oftentimes felt like she was trying to fit in here or there.
In her pursuit of what she loves, she's obviously gotten rather good at the element of "streaming" and setting them up, even if she may have a few things she's still weak or shortcoming with
To that end, is it really worth asking yourself if the woman who, by admittance of not only herself but also of her friends, has 5 gallons of expired milk in her fridge due to laziness and is sometimes treated like a child at restaurants when hanging isn't actually the girl that we seem to know?
I think if you imagine it like that, it's easy to imagine how she can do these things while being a bit(?) of a mess irl (I don't mean that as a negative point to her, ofc)
